Friday, June 07, 2002

i know nothing of the word overanilization. if that is a word. well today i got fucked. right in the ass. and the flipped over to get fucked right in the mouth when i found out that the only real prospect to come along so far had been taken. a nice 1100 a month house in riverdale to be exact. well too bad. i will find something in a week. i get breathing fits and my heart races and my stomach begins to ache. i dont know whats happening to me. the reason in my last post that i couldnt stop thinking or find all the things that i wanted to say was because i had just watched the thin red line. which is my favorite movie and always makes me think and always makes me cry. dont tell anyone. so tmrw my mommy and i are going to go look at houses and hopefully not come up empty handed. violent behaviors. i wish that i knew what i was reading, why arent these tracks in line with eachother? wont the ship lose bearing? i couldnt tell the left from the up. or the right from the down. use the exit or else leave. i love my mommy so much.
Ghidorah at 3:16 AM [comment]

Sunday, June 02, 2002

there are so many things that i want to say but i cant get them all out. you are supposed to be here with me right now. what happened. i cant stop thinking about you. i cant stop thinking.
Ghidorah at 2:53 AM [comment]